When the light comes in. It will come in, if u let it. My soul yearned for it but my head said no for quite sometime. Sent friends & family away, shivered with the cold, lay opened eyed every nite. With tears dripping down my face. My body achingly frail hiding from the world. Il go out next week when I’m thinner… Next week came… Yeah maybe next week… I was waiting for a big reveal that never came. So when did all change? Not over night for sure! I always had hope, I knew it would all come good. I trusted, I believed, this ED is not my path. It will not define me. Eventually I learned that I am good enough. I wanted to be strong not weak, happy not sad. I wanted me back, my truth, my sparkle. I deserve it and so do you.